New JOB and others

Hi Felas...

Long time no see ya :D how r u? hope u find...

Hmmm, many story to tell until am confused, where should i start the story?? Anyway, just skip this bullshit.

You must be dont know what's wrong with me for the last 3 months, right? Many changes guys. From my school, my job, and others.

Now i work at HLN as a Sales and Marketing Executive. Yeah, quite difficult to understand because i never be a sales before, but we have to learn, haven't we?

Sitting on my own table and facing akward moment everyday with all staff in this office (you know am new)

Sometimes i feel so stress until one day i cried by myself at women toilet. Try to do the good things to other people but somehow, they always have a reason to ignore us and we cant complain.

My mom said am to idealist. NO AM NOT! am just thinking, if i can be nice to them, why they cant? something wrong with me? but HELL, i dont give a shit anymore.

Also, i have moved to another college. Have i told you before about this ? Mmmmm, am forgetful :D But yeah, i move to UNIBA from UIB. Hope i can finish my school ASAP.

About boyfriend..nothing to say. Still same since a year ago. ALONE.......

I dont know why.. even i try to open my heart for someone else but still in the end i feel not good. i become a selfish girl and this condition make me sad :( until when ??

If talk about boyfriend, i only look for someone who has a good job and has his own things. Like personal car, a house and bla bla bla.... not because am materialistic but i feel no love in my heart anymore. Crazy ya -_-'' but thats what i feel right now..

Even a good guy come and try to stole my heart, it just useless ~_~ to hard to catch! And sometimes am afraid about this *____*

Long story short, now on am just focus to my carrier and school. After i can reach my goal, then i will think about to find someone.

Dear My Lovely Jesus,

Sometimes i dont know what i have done, please teach me so that i will not disappointed you anymore. Thanks for everything. I never thought that i could become like this before. I'm different now but i like it :)

Love you Jesus. Amin!

Oke guys, i have no much time. Many things to do in office :"(

SEE YAAA :D